Heya. Tis been kinda long since I posted a blog. Well, kinda busy @the moment... staring out @nothing, sleeping, shopping... most are just things that's not important @all.
Sigh.
Well, I should've taken care the problem regarding my thesis proposal more seriously. I gave it to Mr. B (the one in charge) on time. He said, as long as I've given the proposal to him on time, it will reach Mr. L (Dean of my department). But guess what, I got no follow up till about a month and a half. Finally, after the long wait, I met with Mr.L who, of course, didn't hear a thing about my proposal. So I got him signed my proposal, and he gave me my 2nd instructor's name. It was Mr.M (Mr.2). By the way my 1st instructor is the one that I chose, Mr.S (Mr.1).
Now the problem is that Mr.1 said okay to my proposal. But when I met Mr.2, he said that my topic was too wide... he was afraid that I can't finished my thesis on time. He suggested that I got a new topic that's not as wide. I should narrow it down. It's my fault that I didn't see him earlier. Now, almost half the time is over. I shouldn't get pessimistic, but could I?
I'm kinda upset because Mr.1 didn't say a thing about my topic being too wide. Well perhaps everyone has got their own opinion... But, yeah, I'm upset. I kinda regret having him as my instructor.
This problem is kinda complicated for me. Beside that thing I mentioned above, I also don't really know what to research. Suppose that I narrowed down the topic, I still got so much doubts. Is this topic good enough for a bachelor degree, can I implement my thesis on the system, should I make a simulation or real application, etc. Too many questions in my head. But usually, when the instructor's there to help me, those questions sometimes are well hidden in my head. Or sometimes, when the instructor's answered, I'm kinda confused with his solution... the jargons he use are too hard to understand, the theory he says is just too complicated that I can't imagine it in the head. Just a few things that I can get.
So? What to do??
Should I make my own topic? But what if the instructors didn't approve it? Should I always come and consult to them? Sometimes even the instructors are making their own argument with each other. It's kinda driving me crazy.
But I know I shouldn't give up.
:)
2 comments:
huhu cheep up dood. i bealive u can do it. beside u r miracle girl ar u ? ^^
Have FAITH. When you, as a human, cannot handle a thing... There is a POWER behind any of us that could handle it for u. ^^
Anyway, we can't just sit and wait. You have to be optimistic and be more aggressive toward your goal, which is to finish and deliver a proper and decent thesis! GOOOO!!!!!!
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